Caught Between the Past and Now Lyrics

I thought I could leave the past behind

But every step forward just messed with my mind

Caught in the web of a love that's gone

But you were always there, like a ghost at dawn

In the shadows of a broken vow

I tried to find peace, but I don't know how

Every fight, every tear, it all led back

To the love I lost, the one thing I lacked

Oh, I'm caught between the past and now

Trying to make sense, but I don't know how

My heart's in pieces, torn in two

One half with her, but the rest with you

I'm drowning in the mess I've made

Wishing I had the courage to break away

But I held on to a love that was wrong

And now I'm left singing this lonely song

She was there, but she never felt like home

Just a place to hide when I felt alone

But in the quiet moments when the world stood

It was you I'd seen, and it hurt me still

Split apart, I'd feel the relief

But then I'd go back, driven by grief

And in those times you'd reach out your hand

But I was too lost to take a stand

Oh, I'm caught between the past and now

Trying to make sense, but I don't know how

My heart's in pieces, torn in two

One half with her, but the rest with you

I'm drowning in the mess I've made

Wishing I had the courage to break away

But I held on to a love that was wrong

And now I'm left singing this lonely song

Oh, was I holding on to a fear, a lie

When all I ever needed was you by my side

But I couldn't let go, I was too afraid

And now I'm lost in the choices I made

Oh, I'm caught between the past and now

Trying to make sense, but I don't know how

My heart's in pieces, torn in two

One half with her, but the rest with you

I'm drowning in the mess I've made

Wishing I had the courage to break away

But I held on to a love that was wrong

And now I'm left singing this lonely song

Now I see what I've lost, what I've thrown away

But the fear inside still keeps me at bay

If I could go back, I'd set myself free

And find my way back to you, where I'm meant to be

Now I see what I've lost, what I've thrown away

But the fear inside still keeps me at bay

If I could go back, I'd set myself free

And find my way back to you, where I'm meant to be