Laughing With The Moon (October 7th) Lyrics

(Well, actually you were never dumb)

(You were just lazy)

(But dumb, you're not)

(Let go of my hand, let go of my hand)

(Let go of my hand, let go of my hand)

(Let go of my hand, let go of my hand)

Okay, I said, I've been caught up in the middle

Of every little decision

Overthinking everything

I hold close to me

I said, I've been fucking up my rhythm

I know what I'm tryna get

And almost kill it

Every time I write poetry

I've been living up in my mind

My Papa just died

October 7th still can't cry

They say that you'll stay blind

If you keep on looking into the sun

Just trying to see if I've done enough

Shook off nothing, I'm numb

I said I've been kicking it in my mind

I really can't hide it

See me staring into the sky

Seeking some silly signs

Still reminded of every time,

That he would say

Diamonds could shine on a rainy night

Shit pretty crazy right

You know that I played it like I ain't notice

But I'm hoping that

You never truly thought I lost my focus

I've been coping with the nicotine

Oh look at that, I guess I'll go out like I'm your mini-me

Silly Beef

Always tryna follow in your footsteps

Trying all your old clothes on

Do I look good yet?

Used to rock a silver Rolex

Wanted the Piaget

You told me if I work like a man

Look what I could get

I was steady overlooking

I wanna come and visit

But my plane still hasn't boarded yet

I got my ticket late

And now they changing the coordinates

Wait up for the boy up a bit

Time I can't afford to give

My head is to the ground

Screaming out, ain't a noise emit

Really can't avoid this shit

Trying to understand

It was just a little argument

Never thought it could start

All of the issues in your heart again

Bothered by everything that I said

But you knew it's all true

If I never said it

Then I'd resent it in our future

I was thinking holding my ground

Would make you proud

Little did I know the simplest sound

Of disrespect from your son

Would change surroundings

Stomping out the crown of the king wasn't in the plan

Been dealing with damage, damn it

I can't live with who I am in this scenario

Shit just isn't fair, you know

I'm overstepping

But my woe is steady

Growing shoulder heavy

No forgetting

Hope I go to Heaven

Note, October 7th

Stop playing Beefy

Daddy back by afternoon

Inna Lillahi Wa Inna Ilayhi Raji'un

You see me talking to

And laughing with the moon

Inna Lillahi Wa Inna Ilayhi Raji'un

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Inna Lillahi Wa Inna Ilayhi Raji'un

You see me talking to

And laughing with the moon

Stop playing Beefy

Daddy back by afternoon

Stop playing Beefy

Daddy back by afternoon

Inna Lillahi Wa Inna Ilayhi Raji'un

You see me talking to

And laughing with the moon

Inna Lillahi Wa Inna Ilayhi Raji'un

The next chapter

Coming faster

Get here soon

Inna Lillahi Wa Inna Ilayhi Raji'un

You see me talking to

And laughing with the moon

Stop playing beefy

Daddy back by afternoon

(Let go of my hand, let go of my hand)

(Let go of my hand)

(I'm walking on my own now)

(Let go of my hand, let go of my hand)

(I'm walking on my own now)

(Let go of my hand, let go of my hand)

(Yeah, you don't feel dumb, because you're not dumb)

(And you never was dumb)

(You just needed to)

(You know)

(Push yourself to get things done, work harder)

(That's all you needed)

(But, you know, you're doing it now though)

(Inna Lillahi Wa Inna Ilayhi Raji'un)

(Which literally means, we all come from God)

(And to God we will all return)