A.L.O.N.E. Lyrics

A.L.ON.E.

Do you ever just want to disappear?

I know I do

I just wish I could disappear

Into an empty black hole abyss

Inside of myself that's it

Maybe, just maybe

I want to stay there until someone saves me

Until the sunrise on the summit

Causes an avalanche

Maybe

That will take me

To a ¿-Location Unkown-? spiritually

Not on this earth, because I don't want to be here

My wish

My last request

Please

Set

Me

Free

A lonely optic night eye

A lonely optic night eye

A lonely optic night eye

Yeah

A last beginning for a lonely optic night eye

I go on nightmare riots to find a peace of my lost mind

Unexplainable and A.L.O.N.E. in my lifetime

I plead the fifth when I talk about the

Five of spades

Lead us not into temptation in a ashtray

My face of clarity will never fade

As I ball out and fade away

Into the garden of Eden

I live in solitude with a red Pheonix

But maybe it's blue when I'm not feinding

But now I got to purple heart

Cause they won't ever fucking leave

I wonder if you still...

I wonder if you still remember me

Why'd you have to fucking leave

I guess all of y'all have left me

This song, is just a decline of what has vanished

An empty black hole, I sow what I reap

I now see that there is nothing

And nothing happens here

One hour loop, gone

The timing and placing is wrong

This demise is killing me life long

I just can't seem to keep my mind strong

Let's talk about this kid

Who tripped over his own untied shoelace

Seems like he's lost inside of the frequencies

See this is the story

It's the tales of a loner, the one with a broken heart

The tales of a loner, it's about the one that ripped his own life apart

See the world around him was beautiful but didn't have nobody to share it with

It's like, he was delusional cause even his own parents surrounded him.

I guess a back wood in his mouth is better than a bullet in it

He spends very little time in REM, yet his dreams are so vivid

He spent so long in an abyss, he started to get ballistic

Anxiety, tweaking

His body, twitching

He's got intrusive thoughts, those pills would have him on the floor

He want to OD, but want to feel alive more

It seems that he just doesn't want to do this anymore

Let's travel through time and into his mind

Let him speak from the core

Denial is a dark place

Where the seasons never change

Gold teeth in a flask

Cause this shit flows deep in my veins

Glaring in the mirror but my reflection looks away

Falling through my eyes in a voided pit that I create

As I fall further in, I can't see the mirror's frame

But I still hear your voice

I still see your face

Fuck!

I just don't want to live in this reality

Running from the past and I can't see what lies ahead of me

A.L.O.N.E. in my head

I'm blind to the people that I call family

It's just that I miss the ones in my old photo gallery

Hoodie on, music on, I'm making my way

Walking through these footsteps that I retrace

The footsteps of a kid, but I see my shoelace

I tie it and these footprints lead to a staircase

In a building, where I was walking for hours

This entity pat me on my back

I said, "this is like climbing a mountain"

He said, "you are almost there, don't go back"

Denial is a dark place

Where the seasons never change

Gold teeth in a flask

Cause this shit flows deep in my veins

Back to me

He made it to the top, it's a whole city he can see.

Hey, Shut the fuck up and just leave me be!

He got his head down and....

Please fucking go away bitch, I need my peace!

When will you realize we are one and the same?

You are the Fucking entity driving me insane!

Yes I'm your reflection, the one that looks away

Seems like you still hear my voice

You still see my face

We're twitching as we have our head down, hoping there's a savior

We're begging and praying to the lord our creator

But we have two more steps before regretting this behavior

Oh shit, I'm at the ledge of a fucking skyscraper!

And this adrenaline is such a sudden rush for us on this earth

One more step, I'm off the ledge and my face in the dirt!

Before we go, do we have any last words

You're going to be the reason for all of the blood on my shirt!

Fuck

I guess the ground in his face is better than a back wood in it.

Nine, one, one, what's the emergency?

Hi, um

I'm at the corner of Pleasent Hill and Jon Jon Carkway

I'm in a Walgreens parking lot

And it's getting very hot in here

And I...

And I'm not feeling well

I- I need some help

Denial is a dark place

Where the seasons never change

Gold teeth in a flask

Cause this shit flows deep in my veins

I said, I will live forever

Now, oh-woah-oh

Please free me

I don't want to be A.L.O.N.E.

I said, I will live forever

Now, oh-woah-oh

Please free me

I don't want to be A.L.O.N.E.