Memories Fade ft. L Sirena Lyrics

Now it's a damn what we got here

Two people who love, but they got fear

Cause they've been hurt, be on repair

And they don't know how to trust and love again so

It's not fair

They just let it go and they both don't know how much the other is suffering

And dealing with their own demons

So they get angry, push each other away

Cause they can't take the other ones pain

And they don't know how to fix their own within

Ones letting go

Ones holding on

It's a tug of war between them

She's crying and he's smoking

Then they go back to joking

And the cycle just repeats

Now she's numbing the pain in any way

Wether it's blunt after blunt

Or getting drunk at 11am

She's fighting with her religion

Yelling at God if he's even there

She's contemplating life trying to find peace in all her despair

Asking him what is her purpose

From the time she can remember she's always been the one hurting

Then he came back into her life and made her feel again

Few months later and the hatred started kicking in

Left her all alone and wondering where she went wrong

He knows she was juggling demons of her own

Tryna figure out which damn way to go

She was loosing her battles

Loosing her love and hope

But she was still holding on by a thread

Now she feels half dead

They telling her move on with life and she's trying

But they know she's lying when she says she's gone be okay

Now she feels nothing and to her you meant something

So she can't just throw it away and let those memories fade

And that's why

I don't wanna fall in love again

I don't wanna fall in love

Mmmm yeah

I don't wanna fall in love again

I don't wanna fall in love, love

I don't wanna fall in love again

I can't just let the memories fade

What we had was something special

I cannot replace

I've be thinking about baby almost everyday

Ever since I left you, I never been the same

I know you feeling like I'm another big mistake but

I've dealing wit depression tryna find a way

Been bottling all my emotions never showing pain

My body different still got scars from way back in the day

When I first met you it was different, I couldn't stay away

I guess I've really been stuck in my bag just making plays

I never noticed how slowly I began making change

Love at first sight but in the end we grew our separate ways

Asking for chances ain't my thing I rather numb the pain

I lost a diamond for a nick, I never been the same

My demons calling me right now, they said throw it away

Introduced me to suicide left my death on my brain

I should've treated you better, made time for you and me

Te mwen pa la, ké le kraze, I fell in love with pain

Maybe this world is better off without me

Less mistakes

I guess we'll never know until my last days comes to me

Maybe I'll make that time today

One shot to the brain

But never question my love for you, that won't ever fade

Maybe in the next life you'll see a different me

Maybe in the next life my presence will remain