tuesday Lyrics

Maybe it's the lies that I tell myself

To help me get to sleep when I'm freaking out

It's really just me that I'm scared of now

I'm wearing down

Might never find peace

Guess I'll wait it out

Running down the beach

Then I tripped and fell

Woke up was a dream

No I couldn't tell

What it means

But it was bittersweet

Because it's the middle of December

And I miss the heat

It's Tuesday

I'm sitting on the sofa

Are you coming over

Or are you over me

Confuse me

Use me like a holster

Lose all your composure

Just please don't ever leave

In a constant state of anxiety

Start tensing up

Then it gets hard to breathe

Still not enough

Don't think I'll ever be

Sensory overload

Obsessed with the way I'm perceived

Guess twenty seven

Is the youngest that I'll ever be

She said the grass is always greener

But it don't look green to me

The days just start to blend together

Stuck in my routine

And yeah I'm getting pretty tired of staring at a screen

I can't run away

Gotta face it now

No more time to waste on fear and doubt

All of those mistakes

Are what made me myself

I can't run away

Gotta face it now

No more time to waste on fear and doubt

All of those mistakes

Are what made me myself

It's Tuesday

I'm sitting on the sofa

Are you coming over

Or are you over me

Confuse me

Use me like a holster

Lose all your composure

Just please don't ever leave