NOT BEEN AROUND Lyrics

I can't even call nobody close no more they closed that door

I can't even call nobody close no more they closed that door

(This shit been bleeding)

I'mma screw up and I did it all wrong

What you say when you did it all wrong

But you don't

Know what you did

Even when I tell you you missing it

Quite ironic

How you got yourself in this position

I really should've listened

Before

I just wish I would of knew whatever It's like when I'm not around

I would of done so many things differently

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more

(I would've not been around no more)

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more

(around no more)

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more

So

Aye

I remember you carrying bottles like waiting a table

But you was drinking the vodka and you was mixing the monster

And it created an animal you was crying and yelling

I was saving and helping

I put you on that pedestal than I learned something

I learned something I don't wanna repeat

Panic attack knees weak like I suffered defeat

Kept them closest but the closer you gonna see all the cracks

All the time and money I spent could never get back

Maybe awareness is something I lack

I can see it in myself but not in others

I can't even call nobody close no more they closed that door

I can't even call nobody close no more they closed that door

(This shit been bleeding)

I just wish I would of knew whatever It's like when I'm not around

I would of done so many things differently

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more

(I would've not been around no more)

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more

(around no more)

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more

I would of not been around no more