Note to Self ft. Grace Guffey Lyrics

I know that I don't deserve this

But is it worth it

Yeah I know

I'm not perfect

But there's gotta be a way out of this hell

I can't stand to see myself like this

Can someone tell me why I deserve this

How am I supposed to trust

With all of my dreams turning into dust

The mistakes that we make

The promises that we break

We are defined by hate

Through my veins poison seeps

How can one trust in a world so bleak

This darkness devours my soul

Still lost in what I can't control

Going under in a sea of pain

I'm fading like blood in the rain

And I know I don't deserve this

Is it worth it

Yeah I know

I'm not perfect

But there's gotta be a way out of this hell

This is a note to self

To never put my trust into somebody else

These scars upon my soul run deep

Trust shattered, buried so steep

And I know I don't deserve this

Is it worth it

Yeah I know

I'm not perfect

But there's gotta be a way out of this hell

And I know I don't deserve this

Is it worth it

Yeah I know

I'm not perfect

But there's gotta be a way out of this hell

Go ahead try to push me off the edge

I'm one step to insanity, but this won't be my end

Forget all these words you never said

This is my note to self