Scars Aren't Enough ft. MFT Pain Lyrics

Ok lately I been tripping

Everybody looking at me different

Double O the way that I been on a mission

Sick of everybody bitching

Nowadays my trigger finger itching

Say they love me but I know that shit is fiction

Trynna switch up my tradiction

Know I had to battle this addiction

Ain't nobody there and ain't nobody get it

I'm feeling alone

Lately I been praying I been wishing

I could maybe find somebody that would listen

I been asking myself

Can I trust my intuition

feel their words are lack of vision

Can I trust my intuition

to guide me to where I can roam

Ok I been on my own see

Everybody left me by my lonely

I guess this is simply how it's gon' be

Can't nobody own me

I swear ain't nobody can control me

I would get to living like the old me

Get it like the OG

Everybody claim to be my homie

Half these mother fuckers never known me

I'ma let my soul speak

Feel like I ain't knowing where my soul be

Claim you love me mother fucker show me

Standing tall cause I

Carry the love in my heart

I

Know that my scars aren't enough

To kill me

To kill me

Oh

Cause I

Carry the love in my heart

I

Know that my scars aren't enough

To kill me

To kill me

Oh

I was by myself through all the pain

Yet I got myself up out the fucking rain

Poured the liquor down the drain

All this shit was really making me insane

Plus my momma never looked at me the same

This is not a fucking game

I been trynna fight these battles through the shame

Of disgracing up my fathers family name

Homie I'm the one to blame

It was me who put the dope inside my vains

It was not enough to kill me anyways

I was living in a drought

They ain't even know what I'm about

As a kid I watched my father scream and shout

I just know I wanted out

They was telling to watch my fucking mouth

Trynna silence me and that's without a doubt

Now I gotta little clout

Cause I came up off of rapping when I'm down

And I guess these mother fuckers like the sound

So I gotta make it loud

And I never thought I would ever amount

To someone who holds the mother fucking crown

Standing tall and that's cause I

Carry the love in my heart

I

Know that my scars aren't enough

To kill me

To kill me

Oh

Cause I

Carry the love in my heart

I

Know that my scars aren't enough

To kill me

To kill me

Oh