Wondering Why? Lyrics

Life can be much broader once you discover one simple fact

And that is, everything around you that you call life

was made up by people that were no smarter than you

And you can change it

Uh, she left me alone and i'm wondering why

They ain't (Cenat) comin they calling me kai

I'm sorry, I know I've been texting you dry

I've been thinking about you, but the cash got my eye

Today, I'm trying to go up and run up a thousand

I remember them days, I ain't know what that looked like

I was baggin them just off the shit I was saying

Whole time, the bitch ain't even know what I look like

You told me to stop hugging the block I said why

Would've listened to you if I knew you would die

Would've listened to you if I knew you was leaving

Now I gotta think of that shit when I'm grieving

Our goal was to run that shit up, now you gone

Can you help me, I still be sad off the don

I'm working and shit, and staying strong for my mom

Avoiding my feelings and staying out of drama

You preach you was with me, but what was you at

Depression be fucking me up, I'm just like what's next

I be sad, that's why I'm avoiding your texts

Really In two years, I won't know who gon' be left

In two years, I won't know who gon' be here

Shit I'm not even knowing if I'm gon' be here

We argue so much, cause your feelings is clear

That's the reason we been up and down all year

I tell you, be safe when you leave out the crib

I got PTSD, people not coming back

When you was down in the hospital, I was right there by your side

The doctor was sugar coating you was dying

I know that I'm posed to be strong

But how can I help him if I'm losing my mind too

Losing you, I lost a part of me too

Ian gon lie ian know what to do

She left me alone and im wondering why

They ain't (Cenat) comin they callin me kai

I'm sorry, I know I've been texting you dry

I've been thinking about you, but the cash got my eye

Today, I'm trying to go up and run up a thousand

I remember them days, I ain't know what that looked like

I was baggin her just off the shit I was saying

Whole time, the bitch aint even know what I looked like

I wasn't even sober when I said I love you

I remember we met your friends ain't want me cuff you

I just wanted to know you, I aint want to fuck you

It was something about you wasn't hard for the trust you

Sorry that I've been so bad at trust

Self sabotaging to avoid being crushed

Gon take me a minute to really shake back

I'm sorry, my love life used to be fucked

She left me alone and im wondering why

They ain't (Cenat) comin they callin me kai

I'm sorry, I know I've been texting you dry

I've been thinking about you, but the cash got my eye

Today, I'm trying to go up and run up a thousand

I remember them days, I ain't know what that looked like

I was baggin her just off the shit I was saying

Whole time, the bitch aint even know what I looked like