deliberate defense Lyrics

When the pain was so intense, I was singing with no sense

My deliberate defense

Got me making all these cents

I don't wanna kill myself

Baby, I won't need no help

I don't wanna kill myself

I won't need no fucking help

I told you I'm dying, you didn't give a fuck

Now you're crying, I won't give a fuck

Now when I'm happy, you wanna be loved

Your time is up, you just ran out of luck

Your life is cooked, let's just keep it a buck

Well, mine is too, but this bitch is a muck

Muck, muck

F*ck

I'll miss the feeling that you gave

But I'll take it to the grave

There is nothing you could say

But please try it anyway

Maybe someone will be saved

Baby, we won't fade away

Baby, we won't fade away

Baby, we gon' fade away