Equivalent Exchange Lyrics

I'm too rational

Seems that I am logical unless this life starts taxing you

I know my problems bountiful surprised that I am actually

paying for results

I know my faults are kinda casual

I need to find my place

Face to face with confrontation shit I need to keep my pace

Shit I'm the reason for this case

You see panic in my face

I can manage through this change

I keep questioning my fate sometimes

I need the grabba when my friends minds don't have the time

This shits a struggle when I see I cannot puddle my pride

Deep in my feelings when I see your colors change within time

I am secluded

Used to using booze until I am loose it's no surprise

I know I falter feelings when Im feeling like i fall behind

These days

I can get sour like a lime

Pete sakes

I could really use a hug

Human connection and affection the lack of it could be enough

To make a nigga smoke an L or find some solace in a drug

Know my knowledge was enough

To keep these niggas outta bluff

But when the pressure is enough

To make your mind wanna combust

How you supposed to feel

Really feel stuck prolly how a poster feel

Poster child got me thinking how these inspirations feel

This life isn't real

This air ain't real

Shit nothing real even when it's in your face

Keep pace

Keep pace

Think this blood think like water

I see I stress out when I think I'm going farther

Man I still think too much

Hyperventilating patience and tobacco is my crutch

I can't speak in laments when my day ones don't give a fuck

It makes you question who is there

I could call my mom and pops and say I really feel ensnared

Or call my brother up to say for constant weeks I felt despair

Or call my sister up to hear her problems so my mind is there

But know I call my God and struggle but he says to grow a pair