THROUGH IT Lyrics

Sometimes I don't like myself

But I'm good at faking

Late night when I'm by myself

When my thoughts are vacant

Internet says that I'm not enough

Hard on myself when the times are tough

I'm in a boxing match with my mental health

And it's my own thoughts that come beat me up

Me vs meand I feel defenseless

Going numb I can't feel my senses

Forgot to eat today my body feels neglected

I don't need a mirror to see these reflections

But I'm working through it

Pain is beauty if it means you human

Life's a teacher I am just a student

If I think too much then would you love me through it

I've been feeling lost

I've been feeling low

What if I just wanna hide

I've been feeling numb

I don't wanna talk

What if I just wanna cry

When I think too much

And I get stuck in my mind

Would you love me through it

Would you love me through it

I've been feeling lost

I've been feeling low

What if I just wanna hide

I've been feeling numb

I don't wanna talk

What if I just wanna cry

When I think too much

And I get stuck in my mind

Would you love me through it

Would you love me through it

Sometimes I don't like myself

But I'm good at faking

Late night when I'm by myself

When my thoughts are vacant

I don't feel like doing nothing

Brain is saying Ryan be productive

All I do is work well is it that productive

The productivity doesn't feel productive

It kinda feel destructive

Burnouts coming but I need the money

It's a toxic cycle that we gotta run in

Can't call in sick because the bills still come in

I make them richer when I pay my rent

Need health insurance just to get my meds

And if I get the help then I'mma go in debt

But now I'm rambling shit

I digress

I'm hard on me when the times are tough

I'm in a boxing match with my mental health

It's my own thoughts that come and beat me up

It's me versus me and I feel defenseless

Going numb I can't feel my senses

Forgot to eat today my body feel neglected

I don't need a mirror to see these reflections

I don't need a mirror to see these reflections

But I'm working through it

Pain is beauty if it means you human

Life's a teacher I am just a student

When I think too much then could you love me through it

But I'm working through it

Pain is beauty if it means you human

Life's a teacher I am just a student

When I think too much then could you love me through it

I've been feeling lost

I've been feeling low

What if I just want to hide it

I've been feeling numb

I don't want to talk

What if I just want to cry

When I think too much

Then I get stuck in my mind

Would you love me through it

Would you love me through it

I've been feeling lost

I've been feeling low

What if I just want to hide it

I've been feeling numb

I don't want to talk

Would you love me through it