Lightning Lyrics

But it feels like lightning

In the times that it's dark

And I know it's frightening

But this life's like lightning

It's so beautiful but it's frightening

Frightening

Who should I be? people asking who I am

chest tight this force feel like a slam

Been tryna get clean I started off with the can

But I'm still blazing, smoke hitting the fan

I'm a shepherd to these sheep's, these sheep's acting like lambs

This boy cried wolf, now this wolf eating a man

Satan keeps talking this wasn't part of the plan

And then room getting hotter and fuck I'm feeling a tan

There's been many times where Ive nearly fell

Back when I made wishes I was throwing them down the well

But I keep phoning home I'm locked onto the cell

I try keep laughs and jokes like Chapelle

Fiends keep bugging me should've bought some repel

Soul been shattered and there is nothing to sell

But, do I deserve it? A hermit out of the shell

I've ran em back and forth forty times through hell

And I feel these cicadian thoughts under a spell

All these thoughts that, been bottled up on a real

It's more of a self sabotage than it feels

I'm tryna help the fam with meals

Yeah I got enemies behind some friends who are brothers

The cut off so is close to putting me in the mudder

Cutting through these ties like a hot knife through butter

But if I break down gotta be strong for mother

But i'll fucking smash any fucker that is undercover

Tryna sabotage my dream yeah ever since the gutter

Just because they put me under a lover

I've wrote this forty times i usually used the rubber

You conflicted me so much yeah I can't uncover

I hit the alcohol and coz of you I've just recovered

If I play the same game I get the same ending

It's not my fault I made art,and you made what was trending

Make music for me not music for the spending s

Music is self closure all part of a mending

I ain't got time for fame fakes and lendings

had people hit me up I left em right on pending

try to call me out play the card defending

You brought me down at my time I was ascending

Had people make tracks shooting shots, sending

End of the day this yeah this life just feels like

End of the day this yeah this life just feels like

End of the day this yeah this life just feels like

Lightning

In the times that it's dark

And I know it's frightening

But this life's like lightning

It's so beautiful but it's frightening

Frightening

Take time with what you need

Cuz this cruel world is full of greed

Take time with your wants and needs

Light the fire and let it be

Times you made fade away

I promise you your soul will stay

For better days

Ayy ay