Casket heart Lyrics

Another question

I'm out of synch

In the middle of the crowd

Is it a flat face

A wall between us?

I'm flooded with my love

I pick up the phone

And I call you even though

It's been two months since we left off

What do you think?

Is my skin way too thin?

Is this speech a little way too long?

Here I am alone again

I don't understand myself

Can't ignore the signs anymore

I went to the doc today

She said I will be ok

But we need to get to the core

And this feels

Too real

To be my world

And there's no one

To turn to

When I feel misunderstood

And I think

That we

Could've outlived this dusk

Now I know

What's wrong

It's too late to make it work

If I ache

You may

Believe it isn't love

But I'm hurting every time

Your actions cross the line

And pulverize my brittle heart

I'm sure

It won't

Make sense I'm not that cold!

My emotions crawl inside

This casket heart of mine

I wish I could just let them flow

Another message

But when I text back

You are climbing the walls

Am I too honest?

Did it sound rude?

Sorry I'm just above-board

Now you feel mortified

By this humour of mine

It's been two months since my last joke

What do you think?

Is my fashion too queer?

Man I hate when I'm told what's my job

Here I am alone again

I don't understand myself

Can't ignore the signs anymore

I went to the doc today

She said I will be ok

But we need to get to the core

Why

In these times

I feel like I'm not strong enough

To wait another day

Without you on my radar?

I don't think all is said and done

Why

During bad times

Your towel's on the floor?

It's when I need you more

When I'm feeling alone

I see you walking out the door

Even when you think I'm healing

Deep inside me I'll be grieving

For this pure and fragile little love

Even though I cracked the ceiling

To increase the air we're breathing

Something tainted our hard-wearing love

And this feels

Too real

To be my world

And there's no one

To turn to

When I feel misunderstood

And I think

That we

Could've outlived this dusk

Now I know

What's wrong

It's too late to make it work

If I ache

You may

Believe it isn't love

But I'm hurting every time

Your actions cross the line

And pulverize my brittle heart

I'm sure

It won't

Make sense I'm not that cold!

My emotions crawl inside

This casket heart of mine

I wish I could just let them flow

You were gone for good

I called you 'aimstu'

I can't believe you did this

You left me with the silence

I'm living with a spectrum

I'm haunted by the sound of drums

The drama that you left hon

Locked me up in this casket heart

Casket love