A Lot To Prove Lyrics

I know my dreams is all i have

Remember light turned to darkness

Granny i miss u in my grasp

Im seeing cardinals flying

Hoping that u can see me laugh

This shit done turn my heart so cold

You cant change what's in the past

Uh

Feeling make me wanna crash the whip

My head racing won"t ever sit

You was the one hitting me up on a daily

I feel inadequate

Tryna fix me up what i got to lose

Always on my mind i got a lot to prove

Gotta keep it up ' almost there

Know my time coming

Father got 4 to 12 then his momma gone

Know his time coming

So many L's then i'm back to business

I know i'm running

Tryna pray lord for forgiveness

But keep taking shit from me

Broken family only trust some them

I don't want handouts i'm straight

My parents talk a lot about consistency

I know thats all that it takes

Hate when my heart turns cold

The demons out of the gate

Hate when my hearts turns cold

Uh

Up and down for years

Went from homeless to a brand new scene

Coulda been in college playin ball

They went and took my dream

My pops studio was the only thing

To let off steam

Shit went and took that shit too

But shit it "ain't what it seems"

I been going miles but my heart really ain't in it

Every time i get close i feel like they push the distance

If u don't hit the gap on time u gonna miss it

I know you can't hit my line i miss your spirit

I know my dreams is all i have

Remember light turned to darkness

Granny i miss u in my grasp

Im seeing cardinals flying

Hoping that u can see me laugh

This shit done turn my heart so cold

You can't change what's in the past

Uh

Feeling make me wanna crash the whip

My head racing wont ever sit

You was the one hitting me up on a daily

I feel inadequate

Tryna fix me up what i got to lose

Always on my mind i got a lot to prove