The List Lyrics

So worthless

I'm a waste of space

So I'm leaving

I gotta get out of this place

There's a monster

Inside of me

I must deserve this

It wasn't meant to be

No one'll miss me

I'm not worth a tear

No one would notice

If I suddenly disappeared

Is there anybody out there?

No one ever cared

You hate me too

Nothing left to lose

Falling apart

A prisoner of the pain

So I tried to end it all

Yet somehow I still remain

I finally found a way

And I won't be missed

So I put my name on The List

Found a doctor

Last one I need

Don't need a lawyer

And it's not for free

They have a service

No one else provides

But I'm nervous

For this suicide

Is there anybody out there?

No one ever cared

You hate me too

Nothing left to lose

Falling apart

A prisoner of the pain

So I tried to end it all

Yet somehow I still remain

I finally found a way

And I won't be missed

So I put my name on The List

I've cut my wrists

I've popped all the pills

I've clenched my fists

Until my fingers couldn't feel

But now I've found a way

To make it all go away

There's still nobody out there

No one ever cared

You hate me too

Nothing left to lose

Falling apart

A prisoner of the pain

So I'll try to end it all

This time won't be in vain

I finally found a way

And I won't be missed

So I put my name on

I put my name on

I put my name on

The List

The List

I put my name on The List