Julian Lyrics

Life shook off my wonder 

I'm a little tired but

God you look so pretty on

This mountain drive 

And I wanna take pictures of us

But I'm scared that you'll see me in focus 

Wanna run like a river

I pull lies around my waist

Tight like a corset 

Say that I don't care

Cuz I don't want to force it 

But I wanna take pictures of us

I'm scared if I see you in color

I'm gonna fall like a star

Cuz what about when I need more?

Feel cracks up the fault line

Can't trust your intention

So I question shit when it feels right 

You act like you love me

Then pull right back like a riptide

I'm making excuses for you 

And I shouldn't be

Praying you come into focus 

Oh oh oh 

Oh oh oh oh 

If you need me better show it 

Oh oh oh 

Oh oh oh oh 

It's a moody day out

On the edge of Julian  

You laugh from the middle but 

The kick is a hollow drum 

 I think you're barely surviving 

Trace the edge of my waist like

you might find some comfort there 

Look at us darling 

Playing house as the cards fall 

A digital day dream 

You buy me a drink 

I swear it must be the last one 

So I sip slow 

Brace myself to let go 

Cuz what about when I need more?

Feel cracks up the fault line

Can't trust your intention

So I question shit when it feels right 

You act like you love me

Then pull right back like a riptide

I'm making excuses for you 

And I shouldn't be

Praying you come into focus 

Oh oh oh 

Oh oh oh oh 

If you need me better show it 

Oh oh oh 

Oh oh oh oh 

I wanna take pictures of us

But I'm scared that you'll see me in color

And I won't be as pretty as you thought

I wanna take pictures of us 

But I'm scared cuz my soul aches in that way

Makes me think that you're made for me 

Could you please stay in focus?