today, Lyrics

Last year I said some things I shouldn't have

Always on the move feeling like I'm a nomad

I'm slowly learning how to work

That doesn't mean this doesn't hurt

Last month I fucked it all up

Tried my hardest just for another breakup

I'm slowly poisoning myself

But the alcohol it seems to help

I gotta focus on today

No one can take that away

I'm alive I breathe the coolest air

It's almost like you were never there

Last week I lost every single friend

Looked in the mirror and I was alone again

Slowly becoming the thing I didn't wanna be

I lost it all I guess freedom isn't fucking free

Yesterday I really bet it all on red

I can't get her words out of my fucking head

I'm dying inside

I'm lying I'm fine

Every dog has it's day

Every clock has it's time

I gotta focus on today

No one can take that away

I'm alive I breathe the coolest air

It's almost like you were never there

Focus on today

No one can take that away

I'm alive the coolest air

It's almost like you were never there

Focus on today

No one can take that away

I'm alive the coolest air

It's almost like you were never there