Falling Deeper Lyrics

Waking up but I feel so numb

Every day's a battle I can't overcome

Mind's a prison thoughts closing in

Fighting these demons but I never win

Voices in my head tellin' me to give in

Lost in the dark can't see where I've been

Smile on the outside but I'm breakin' inside

Drownin' in the pain nowhere to hide

Nobody knows nobody cares

Every breath I take feels like a dare

I'm falling deeper losing my grip

Slipping away sinking with each trip

Can't find the light only darkness in sight

Feels like I'm living just to lose this fight

Late nights staring at the ceiling

Wishing I could numb this feeling

Fake a laugh fake a smile

But inside I'm breaking all the while

Can't sleep can't dream

Just a life that's tearing at the seam

Wishing I could find a way out

But every turn's just filled with doubt

Cut off from the world can't escape this cage

Locked in my mind trapped in this rage

Is it worth it to keep fighting this war?

When every day feels like more than before?

I'm tired I'm worn my soul's on fire

Just searching for peace in the muck and mire

I'm falling deeper losing my grip

Slipping away sinking with each trip

Can't find the light only darkness in sight

Feels like I'm living just to lose this fight

They tell me it'll get better just wait and see

But every promise made feels empty to me

Drowning in this sorrow can't catch a breath

Feels like I'm living on the edge of death

Shadows creeping closer closing in fast

Haunted by mistakes ghosts of the past

Searching for a way out but it's all a blur

Every step forward makes the pain stir

Trying to hold on but I'm losing control

Feels like the devil's got a hold of my soul

Flashing lights memories I can't erase

Running from myself but can't escape this place

I scream for help but the silence is loud

Lost in the darkness swallowed by the crowd

Maybe one day I'll find my way out

But right now I'm trapped in this endless doubt

I'm falling deeper losing my grip

Slipping away sinking with each trip

Can't find the light only darkness in sight

Feels like I'm living just to lose this fight

Maybe one day I'll break free

But for now the darkness is all I see

I'm falling deeper can't stop the fall

I wonder if I'm here at all