New Start Lyrics

Got a lot on my mind

Got a lot in my heart

Leaving a lot behind

Hopping for a new start

Had some pain in my eyes

Fell away in the dark

Chronic keeping me high

Old me falling apart

Got a lot on my mind

Got a lot in my heart

Leaving a lot behind

Hopping for a new start

Had some pain in my eyes

Fell away in the dark

Chronic keeping me high

Old me falling apart

Had some hurt inside my life since I could always remember

I ain't feel that love inside heart was cold as December

Past aggressions had me stressing put my soul in a shelter

So no one can see inside ain't tryna hear you judge my life

Backlash to my genuine contemplations

Constant criticism on how I'm living and what I'm making

Only getting love when I'm working or on the stages

Tryna feel enough in this world it's hard to make it

Hoes played with my heart mind

Every time we got together

Backstabbed by close friends

They don't want me better

I been holding shit down

Walking through this stormy weather

If it wasn't for my momma

Swear to god if prolly be dead or worse

Healed my head to end curse

Isolated can't get burst

Now I'm tryna get to first

But in the dark them demons lurk

Feel my past slipping away

Another gone another day

Just gonna part of your fate

When you're tryna make the light stay

Got a lot on my mind

Got a lot in my heart

Leaving a lot behind

Hopping for a new start

Had some pain in my eyes

Fell away in the dark

Chronic keeping me high

Old me falling apart

Got a lot on my mind

Got a lot in my heart

Leaving a lot behind

Hopping for a new start

Had some pain in my eyes

Fell away in the dark

Chronic keeping me high

Old me falling apart

How I stay resilient

Keep my focus on killing shit

Seen rock bottom way too much

Ain't really tryna see it again

New best friend my pad and pen

want love but scared to let it in

My hopes and dreams still fight my fears

It's constant in my head my dear

Paranoia working to to destroy everything that I built

Leveled up I'm tryna keep my balance on these fucking stilts

I ain't have the vision for the minute now my sight is clear

Life been getting harder but I know that means I'm facing fears

For every tear I shed I rise a tier

And everyone who tried to stop me imma leave em in despair

Worked to get up to this point cause I know life isn't fair

Late night up I talk to god man I'm hoping that it hear

I'm just hoping y'all can hear

When i speak want you feel

It you talking to the realest

Blossomed thru the bullshit

Stopped giving fucks but I'm tired of being celibate

Tryna live for the hell of it

Tryna love and feel a bit

Got a lot on my mind

Got a lot in my heart

Leaving a lot behind

Hopping for a new start

Had some pain in my eyes

Fell away in the dark

Chronic keeping me high

Old me falling apart

Got a lot on my mind

Got a lot in my heart

Leaving a lot behind

Hopping for a new start

Had some pain in my eyes

Fell away in the dark

Chronic keeping me high

Old me falling apart

Got a lot on my mind

Got a lot in my heart

Leaving a lot behind

Hopping for a new start

Had some pain in my eyes

Fell away in the dark

Chronic keeping me high

Old me falling apart

Got a lot on my mind

Got a lot in my heart

Leaving a lot behind

Hopping for a new start

Had some pain in my eyes

Fell away in the dark

Chronic keeping me high

Old me falling apart