Troubled Waters Lyrics

I got trauma, and I don't even know what it's from

But I got problems, I feel like I've been on the run

Cause it manifests itself in these ways I can't deny

But I can't find why it's there, what's it from, I feel so blind

Do I have trauma

Or am I tripping, Numbing a lie

Creating visions in my head, I'm making a story, I'm really fine

Is it karma

For something that I've done

Or am I far from

Even a piece of the truth, don't lie

Am I just awful

I got no function, no fit, and no why

Why is this normal

I don't know how I always find myself in

Trouble waters, trouble waters

Trouble waters, trouble waters

Trouble waters, trouble waters

Trouble waters, I'm in

Trouble waters

Been hating on myself and

Preaching love that I can't find

And I'm scared to lose the will to live and

Leave the ones I love behind

Don't wanna go that way, it's not an option in my mind

But I wanna quit, just lay down, say that's it, leave this town

Don't let me go, I won't come back

Not after this, not after that

I'm off and I'm gone, I'm losing track

I'm off the rails, I'm going fast

You let me go, I'm gone forever, why does nothing ever last

Man I'm slipping

I'm slipping

I'm slipping

I'm slipping, I'm in

Trouble waters, trouble waters

Trouble waters, trouble waters

Trouble waters, trouble waters

Trouble waters, I'm in

Trouble waters