Find You Yet Lyrics

I used to find it in the light seeping through my door

In the way that it reflected and absorbed

How it always seemed to cast a bright enough glow

To know I was enough and not alone

When pain was just a beat up knee on the East side boardwalk

There was no fear or shame or small talk

And I was free to feel every beat inside of me

Now I'm hiding away from the words in my head

'Cause they've learned the difference between unspoken and unsaid

Don't know if I feel it at all, if I just don't

Unsure if I'm more afraid of what I'll say, or what I won't

May not have anything to say but I've got nothing left to lose

May not have anything to feel but I've got this feel for the truth

May not have anyone to love but I've got these words in my head

They're saying you're all I want in the end

I just don't wanna find you yet

Now I find it in between a lot of things

In the way that I now hold on to my dreams

Not above the noise but in its midst

Not knuckles white but not fingertips

May not have anything to say but I've got nothing left to lose

May not have anything to feel but I've got this feel for the truth

May not have anyone to love but I've got these words in my head

They're saying you're all I want in the end

I just don't wanna find you yet

'Cause Manhattan and loneliness

Were much better when unaware of themselves

When they'd kick up the dust and not let it collect on the shelf

May not have anything to say but I've got nothing left to lose

May not have anything to feel but I've got this feel for the truth

May not have anyone to love but I've got these words in my head

They're saying you're all I want in the end

I just don't wanna find you yet