I Do Lyrics

Don't go to weddings, no not anymore

Cuz I have these panic attacks at the door

Did you know that the scars are still so visible?

I stare at pictures of you on one knee

In disbelief you rewrote history

And the promise you broke is unforgivable

You twisted fairytales into a nightmare

I don't wanna call you, but I do

I don't wanna miss you, but I do

I just wanna kill you like it kills me

Thinking bout the way I'm still not over you

I don't wanna cry, but then I do

I don't wanna kiss you, but I do

I just wanna throw away the ring

Put on a black dress, tell the world I don't love you

Wish I could say I don't, but I do

My save the dates are scattered on the floor

Mixed in with tears as I play my guitar

All the songs I can't listen to anymore

Love bombs, they fell to earth so perfectly

Then blew up once you had control of me

Now I'm searching through ashes from a time before

You twisted fairytales into a nightmare

I don't wanna call you, but I do

I don't wanna miss you, but I do

I just wanna kill you like it kills me

Thinking bout the way I'm still not over you

I don't wanna cry, but then I do

I don't wanna kiss you, but I do

I just wanna throw away the ring

Put on a black dress, tell the world I don't love you

Wish I could say I don't, but I do

Wish I could say I don't, but I do

Wish I could say I don't, but I do

Wish I could say I don't, but I do

I don't wanna call you, but I do

I don't wanna miss you, but I do

I just wanna kill you like it kills me

Thinking bout the way I'm still not over you

I don't wanna cry, but then I do

I don't wanna kiss you, but I do

I just wanna throw away the ring

Put on a black dress, tell the world I don't love you

Wish I could say I don't, but I do