Flee Forever ft. Rivilin & Sepha. Lyrics

I don't wanna die

Or kill myself

I just want to disappear

Until I feel okay

You didn't want to understand

That's fair, that's ok

My head just hurts a lot

And every day just ends in constant pain

I met him down underneath

In the dark depths of my dreams

He tells me don't trust a soul

Cause no one is ever as they seem

Too bad it doesn't matter anymore

Glock straight to the temple

Dreams of dying by the door

And you can't get in

Cause my body's in the way

And you're screaming out for help

But nobody turns your way

And lately every night

Is plagued by nightmares

Waking in a sweat

Yeah I know I need some therapy

But I can't get a grip

Cause I can't afford the rent

And I can't afford to eat

Man, I always try my best

But this tastes just like defeat

Every time that I said I was fine

I was never

I was never

They who interrupt every dream of mine

I'll flee from them forever

Flee from them forever

Maybe I'll just look away

Maybe I'll just quit this

Maybe I'll just flee forever

Maybe I'll just flee forever

Maybe I'll just look away

Maybe I'll just quit this

Maybe I'll just flee forever

Maybe I'll just flee

Nightwalking dark alleys with a shrug

Self critical thoughts like a warm hug

Affirmations crushed like a bug

With a hard shell under your heel

As days get shorter

Feels like time tries to steal

All the comfort that you held onto

And say get real

Here's responsibility laid on a plate

Sorry that it's dry and it has no taste

Every time that I said I was fine

I was never

I was never

They who interrupt every dream of mine

I'll flee from them forever

Flee from them forever

Maybe I'll just

Flee from them forever

Maybe I'll just

Flee from them forever

Maybe I'll just

Flee from them forever

Sometimes

The only way out

Is to fade away

Leave everything behind

And never look back