(I'm Not) Getting Better Lyrics

Oh no

Always asking where I went wrong

How did my life become a sad song

Won't leave the house without my mask on

My mask on

Trying to make it through today

But it still hurts

Take another shot

Just to make things worse

You say hold on it gets better

Tell me to weather the weather

But you keep lying through your teeth

You say it so casually

But I'm not getting better

I'm not getting better

You say there's another way

Maybe you should get your story straight

Cause I'm not getting better

I'm not getting better

Ok I tried it your way

Told me you just have to wait

For enough time to pass

But it's past and I still feel empty

Trying to making it thought today

But it still hurts

Take another shot

Just to make things worse

You say hold on it gets better

Tell me to weather the weather

But you keep lying through your teeth

You say it so casually

But I'm not getting better

I'm not getting better

You say there's another way

Maybe you should get your story straight

Cause I'm not getting better

I'm not getting better

And the truth is

I would die to feel like I did

Take me back to when we were kids

There's gotta be more

What am I searching for

And the truth is

That I'm hiding behind my excuses

There's light in the dark I can prove it

I know I gotta be strong

I just need to hold on

On

I believed the lie in me

Told myself I'd never be

Able to get better

But this can't last forever

I misplaced my energy

My own thoughts were killing me

But nothing lasts forever

I know I'll get better