My Demons / Hold On Lyrics

They're here again

I wish I could say it's all pretend

But they're here with me, and they won't leave

They're haunting me

I feel alone but in reality

Mistakes and anxious thoughts keep me company

Haunted by my demons

Anguished and frustrated

Fog swarms inside my head

Wish the pain would be shed

I'm losing

My busted mental health, they're using

Against me in this battle, and I'm out of pleas

I'm tired

I'm feeling fried, feeling expired

I'm feeling calloused, and I just wanna be free

Haunted by my demons

Anguished and frustrated

Fog swarms inside my head

Wish the pain would be shed

And when you think that it's all over

That's when they really come for ya

You think they're done, but it's just begun

They're here again

I wish I could say it's all pretend

But they're here with me, and they won't leave

They're haunting me

I feel alone but in reality

Mistakes and anxious thoughts keep me company

I'm losing

My busted mental health, they're using

Against me in this battle, and I'm out of pleas

I'm tired

I'm feeling fried, feeling expired

I'm feeling calloused, and I just wanna be free

I've got a reservation for a hotel in the valley

Isolated from everything and one

I got robbed from my pleasures while cutting down an alley

But this isn't where the story's begun

'Cause I lost the war, I lost this run

I'm planning on just giving up

A final turn into a dead end

I'm tired from how much I've ran

I've hit rock bottom so much, I broke right through it

I so much yearn for the pain to stop

The silence deafens, the dark strikes with blindness

I have so much weight I want to drop

I've lost the war, I've lost this run

I'm planning on just giving up

A final turn into a dead end

I'm tired from how much I've ran

Hold on

Hold on

Hold on

Hold on