Left Behind Lyrics

All my friends are smoking cigarettes

Reminding me of my mom's regrets

Spaced out

Voices loud

Not really sure what living life's about

Don't wanna lean on this again

Even though you're so tempting

All you do is play with reality

Have you ever thought about

All the effects that this could have on me

What if I don't even know

How to be myself anymore

Constantly putting others first

Started to treat myself worse

Complex emotions always left behind

Anytime they call

They never pick up

When i start to fall

I don't matter to them at all

I'm my hometowns therapist

Is this the kind of treatment that I'll get

Does your pride stop you from

Checking in when you know i'm back at home

Don't wanna lean on you again

Even though you're so tempting

All you do is play with reality

Have you ever thought about

All the effects that this could have on me

What if I don't even know

How to be myself anymore

Constantly putting others first

Started to treat myself worse

Complex emotions always left behind

Anytime they call

They never pick up

When i start to fall

I don't matter to them at all

Oh I understand the weight

Of what i'm feeling

But i don't wanna be the burden

I've been given

Overflowing with everybody's emotions

I can't take it

I can't take it

I can't take it, No

Anymore

What if I don't even know

How to be myself anymore

Constantly putting others first

Started to treat myself worse

Complex emotions always left behind

Anytime they call

They never pick up

When i start to fall

I don't matter to them at all

What if I don't even know

How to be myself anymore

Constantly putting others first

Started to treat myself worse

Complex emotions always left behind

Anytime they call

They never pick up

When i start to fall

I don't matter to them at all