Introspective Lyrics

Things change like the weather

Days pass

I'm feeling better

Heart froze on ice

Because of this life

One day at a time

tryna make it

But I can't

I feel like I'm the man

Then I don't know who I am

A lot of pain

A lot of pressure

Always pushing to do better

But I don't know what to do

Trying to move forward but I'm stuck like glue

Everybody knows, but they really don't

All of this weight on my back how do I cope

I really don't know, like I really don't

Used to take a lot of drugs now I really don't

I been trying to cut back been a couple years

Still got monkey on my back

Hoping it disappears

But everytime he does

That fucker re appears

Time to face my fears

I'm in charge from here

I wish it was easy

Just to change what I been thinking

Pour a cup and I'm drinking

I don't wanna get to tweaking

I been smoking less, got me feeling weird as fuck

Talking to myself, like I guess this is sober us

Huh

I hate what I feel on the other side

I might take an acid tab and sit back thinking bout my life

I might make a hit one day and blow up in the fucking sky

Even if that never happens I'll still rock the cause I

Have to, fixed my bad mood

This shit is my therapy

This music shit will never die

Look me in my eyes

Address me as the Chief

And don't be weak if you got sum to say

I paved the way for lots of other people

I would do it any day

But don't forget the truth when you drunk off your own juice okay

I was really nice and that is not changing

But if you're not locked in you better get to baking

Apache Chief

Chillin wit the tribe

Watch me a track up

In half the time

I'm in my zone

I'm feeling right

Hit another dab

In the middle of the night