Thought I Wanted Lyrics

I drew maps of it all

Coloured it in and then glued to my walls

I set myself in stone

Carved my opinions and left them alone

I know I sound naive

I thought I would love what I liked at 19

I said if I ever stray

I'll find my way back cuz it all tastes the same

It didn't feel right

And the whole time

I spent lost in my mind

Now I know

What it's like

For love to feel right

I'm falling so far from

What I thought I wanted

I say my last goodbyes

To what I thought I wanted

Now I sleep at night

Ever since I started

To say my last goodbyes

To what I thought I wanted

I drove home so confused

He begged for I love you but I just refused

I spent so many nights

Praying that one day it'd start to feel right

No one talks about this

The pain that you feel when you're crossing the bridge

Think back to that wasted time

Healing the wounds from when love felt like crime

It didn't feel right

And the whole time

I spent lost in my mind

Now I know

What it's like

For love to feel right

I'm falling so far from

What I thought I wanted

Now I say my last goodbyes

To what I thought I wanted

Now I sleep at night

Ever since I started

To say my last goodbyes

To what I thought I wanted