INSANE Lyrics

This life is like a joke

Sometimes that shii scares me

Miss out on 1 2 3 4 days

Feel like you are losing

I'm on the winning team

But I'm not the best in running

So I work 5 6 7 8 days

Sometimes that shii is fire

Someone say my name

Save me from this pain

All these memories in my head will drive me Insane

Need Saving from myself

Been running for too long

All these memories in my head

Will drive me insane

Yo, I've been running for too long

I'm Working day and night

I think I'm doing this all wrong

Life got me down right now

Feels like a hit and run

Run it back play it back

Life done did a bunch

I remember few times I couldn't get lunch

In this book of life I think we're just pawns

Checkmating, heart racing hmm

Can anyone see where the end is

Living through life when

I need me in therapy

Day by day this life taking a part of me, pardon me

I don't think I want this for an eternity

Don't think I have the strength for this reality

I'm an entity

My space filled up with frenemies

Fatigue and I'll still keep up my energy

Pick a side are we friends or are we enemies

Y'all asking for trust but I need to know why you keep messing up

Enough is enough I'm done with these games I need me to wake up

Lately, it's feels like I'm dangling

Hanging by a thread mental health barely managing

Can't sleep the demons won't let me rest and

Physically my behaviour are getting challenging

These negative thoughts might be the death of me eventually

I thought about it carefully

But I see no way out for me

I'm crying out inaudibly

Still tryna find the part of me

That would be of help

And free me form the cage that's made for me

Black walls and white mistakes

Brushes out trying to wipe the stains

I try hard but it's all the same

Was happy now I'm sad again

I wish the pain would end

I wish I could be sane again

I Said a prayer now i think it's time

I said Amen

Oh lord, give me the grace to believe

When offenders come give me

The strength I'll forgive

Been praying all day and now

I need relief

From all these stress here I need to breathe

Need some space in my head

I Can't accept defeat

Need to live need to breathe

And Maybe find love while I'm at it

Need the money, need the bag

Need the gold

Need the fame

Need to be a beast that no man can tame

Learnt a lesson years back

Everything will fall in place if I

Work hard understand that

Things doesn't come easy

Just pray hard

Believe that

God is going to make it work out well

Still on that

Lately, my head got me believing

I'm high on something

Showing me dreams

Man I grind and run things

Telling me

That I'm more than I think

Tearing the fear I wear on my skin

Maybe it's just my mind playing tricks on me

Maybe it's just my brain messing up with the shii I think

Showing me illusions

But I'm the boss of me

I'm not scared but

Speaking up sickens me

I'm sick of this world

I'm living in

I Just wanna go outside

Breathe it in

Maybe if I'm there I could

Finally win

But I never won

What's the point of it

Giving up is not a part of it

This life is like a joke

Sometimes that shii scares me

Miss out on 1 2 3 4 days

Feel like you are losing

I'm on the winning team

But I'm not the best in running

So I work 5 6 7 8 days

Sometimes that shii is fire

Someone say my name

Save me from this pain

All these memories in my head will drive me Insane

They'll drive me in No no no no

Drive me insane

All these memories in my head will drive me insane