Retrospectator Lyrics

Laying awake

I try to turn back the time

I cannot rest with all this weight on my mind

Your memory haunts me

Your memory taunts me

It's all wrong

I would've, I should've, I couldn't

My eyes are wide

I see the scripts unfold

When I look back

I feel the pages go cold

When I'm about to fall

I make the call

This time I'll fly

This time I'll fly

This time I don't submit to you

When I'm about to fall

I make the call

This time I'll fly

When I close my eyes

I see what you put me through

I stand outside myself and know what to do

Your memory haunts me

Your memory taunts me

It's all wrong

I would've, I should've, I couldn't

My eyes are wide

I see the scripts unfold

When I look back

I feel the pages go cold

When I'm about to fall

I make the call

This time I'll fly

This time I'll fly

This time I don't submit to you

When I'm about to fall

I make the call

This time I'll fly

I drift right back into

Where did I go wrong

My eyes are wide

I see the scripts unfold

When I look back

I feel the pages go cold

I was about to fall

I made the call

This time I'll fly

This time I'll fly

This book does not belong to you

I was about to fall

I made the call

This time I'll fly

This time I'll fly