Fundraiser Lyrics

My old convention void is eating me alive

Wires on my face won't match these circles drawn around my eyes

I tried to trust in the process for the predetermined results

Just some political project where you get condemned before your mind's made up

And I've taken long enough to decide

I bought a five dollar cold brew to keep me company while I work

Failing to spell some anglicized word from the other half of the world

I feel the constructs of language when all my thoughts come out the same

I keep signature messy because I just don't know if that's really my name

I kept a log of all that's said to me

I get so tired of being my enemy

I lie to myself, they lie to me, because it's easier when we agree

And I can't trust myself

And everything is easy

Laced up my sewer water sneakers and I started for the door

Hum to myself some old showtune like "Oh! How I Hate to Get Up in the Morning"

Resigned to drown in my envy at all the faces that I see

I recognized her from somewhere but she didn't recognize me

She didn't recognize me, well that makes two of us

I just can't bear to believe that I'm truly stuck

I deny myself, they deny me, you know it's easier when we agree

And I won't face myself

And everything is easy