To My Son (Bonus Track) Lyrics

I'll be living like this for a century

Constantly fighting more memories

Living through my documentary

Of the person I was meant to be

But shit happened I don't feel the same

It's a hard old life when you're riddled with shame

When I look in the mirror all I see is pain

And I weep for the boy who didn't know he'll change

It's a strange world we live in and that I know

But if it stays like this I think I'll be better off going back home

They dealt this hand to me can't change my cards

If I knew I would've wound up like this would've crashed when I got that car

I'm fed with love that I can't touch yeah

I'm running out of daylight and time to run

This song's just sad I don't know what I've become

Had the best year of my life but now I'm wishing it was done yeah

If there was one thing I could say to my son

It's just live and don't look back don't get caught in having fun

I'm gonna try my best to give you what you want

But just stay with me and mum don't go doing what I have done

Cuz you don't wanna be like me or feel like this

When you look back and you hate to reminisce

And people make you feel like you're diseased cuz you're calling it quits

But you're leaving cuz your life's turned shit

And even when you go back home you'll be staring at a knife

Yet you feel like you're the only one alive

And you're constantly betrayed and you're robbed of your sight

Cuz no one would believe you if they looked through your eyes

It's raining son

Better look out for the sun