Reality Lyrics

You was supposed to hold it down, now I'm feelin' down, I don't like to smile

In NYC, I'm coolin', yeah, I'm just ridin' around

You wasn't thinkin' 'bout me when you slimed me out, you ain't thinkin' now

Havin' problems with my trust all the time, yeah

These people let me down, yeah, tryna still keep my cool though, yeah

I wasn't thinkin' straight, but I'm really out here tryna do right, not do wrong

Since I seen my twin, it's been too long, yeah

I'm really 'bout to get married, cousin ain't even gon' see it, yeah

I never forget, but I get reminded when I go through big things

And I got a lot of big dreams, wish you could just see what I'm doin'

But you can't even see this, yeah

I just gotta face it, it's reality, I can't change it, yeah

I'm hidin' my pain in this Rick Owens, not tryna cry with this Chanel on

Don't want help, I just wanna be alone

Made it far along, but I'm far gone

Don't like to speak about it too long, I'm tryin' my best, but I'm too down, yeah

Flight after flight, yeah, I move around

You was supposed to hold it down, now I'm feelin' down, I don't like to smile

In NYC, yeah, I'm coolin', yeah, I'm just ridin' around

You wasn't thinkin' 'bout me when you slimed me out, you ain't thinkin' now

Havin' problems with my trust all the time, yeah

These people let me down, yeah, tryna still keep my cool though, yeah

I wasn't thinkin' straight, but I'm really out here tryna do right, not do wrong

Since I seen my twin, it's been too long, yeah

I'm really 'bout to get married, cousin ain't gon' even see it, yeah

I never forget, but I get reminded when I go through big things

And I got a lot of big dreams, wish you could just see what I'm doin'

But you can't even see this, yeah

I just gotta face it, it's reality, I can't change it, yeah