josiah Lyrics

Yeah, September 17th, 2006, they told my ma to get an abortion

She chose her common sense

No coincidence I'm here, aborted all my darkest sins

So this a confession of a legend breakin' walls again

Look a rapper tryin' show he's better than

All the competition that he truly has no chance against

Silly Messianic tryin' to judge all of his Christian friends

Alcoholic, lust addict, tryin' hide some secret sins

Not much about a rapper who be coming from the 210

But I told myself that I would become numbero uno though

Always been competitive, reaching for high hopes

Get a sling shot, risk it and slay a fee fi fo

Back in middle school was treated with the anti semitism

Just because I wore a Yamaca within a social system

A Jew claiming Jesus the Messiah, but yet they scared of change

Unlike others, I believe that God is still the same

Thought I was perfect closer to Him then anybody else

Unfortunately there wasn't love in me, I was destined for hell

Tryin' to tell people to change they diets and eat kosher

But really what I should've preached was get closer

Ain't Israel supposed to be the ministers

Now it's replacement theology, but really that's just sinister

Y'all follow a white Jesus but I follow Yeshua

Rachem Adonai, I'm sorry I'ma screw up, forgive me

Fell into some secret sins, pornography and drinking ish

And secretly would murder myself

Hatred was beating in the depths of my heart

To my enemies to my neighbors and myself from the start

My sister's death was my biggest scar

I love you Jael

Religiously manipulated, verbally abused

Couldn't tell you if my parents was tellin' the full truth

The curse of being an outcast, the curse of unacceptance

Yaweh would pull me out of it, so this is a new confession

God told abuela start playing me rap music

Didn't like it at first but got used to it

JV basketball team rapping the lyrics

Someone said that I had flow, they wanna hear it

Eleven year old me didn't think this could be a career

Until my coach said "Come over here, you write a song for the talent show or you get benched"

Then I won first place two fifty my first check

Character development straight up at it's finest

The legend in the making, all the stars is in alignment

The winds of change the climate

Breaking through all the silence

Broke the generational curses, now it's lechaim

Understand it now, every lyrics full intention

Spread this word around, this is only the beginning

Come and take it, this is freedom, this healing

My name is Josiah, the meaning is Jehovah- (Healed me)

I present to you