Runaway Lyrics

So many times I just watch days fly

Right before my eyes no effort to even try

Who the fuck am I just a loser in disguise

No matter what you been through gotta keep your head up high

Trust me when I tell you that the devil is alive

Money, greed and power is the proof I testify

Wake up in the morning half asleep my brain fried

From all the marijuana I've been smoking to get by

Racing for that cheddar

So I can take my kid out to somewhere like Dubai

The fear I can't provide it keeps me focused to be better

Better than the version of myself I tend to hide

To scared to let him out too much evil too much pride

Too much over thinking how I look when I arrive

It eats me up alive the thought of running out of time

Too focused on the future while I'm running from the past

I forgot what it was like to take a second and relax

So many times I just watch days fly

So many nights I just ask god why

Looking at my ceiling waiting for a reply

Looking in the mirror like who the fuck am I

An example of what not to be or to be the opposite

Someone that these kids could look up to and build up confidence

Someone that my family knows no matter what I'll never fold

The story that I'm living when I die will be the greatest told