i should've just killed myself Lyrics

Should've just killed myself

Hang myself from the top bunk with a belt

The cards I was dealt, like I'm walking through hell

Yeah, back then I was fucking 12

I wanted to kill myself

Ain't not got no help, But I did this shit myself

I bite the barrel of 12, Then I blow my brain on a shelf

Think about it every day, why I would stay

I should've just killed myself, like it's yesterday

But I'm alive anyway

I should've just killed myself, I can't stop thinking about it

And when I was little I used to bite on that pistol

Dreaming on blowing my head like a pimple

It's Really that simple

I wish I did it

Wish I quit it

Wish I blew my shit

Wish I slit my wrist

Wish I popped them pills

Wish I hung myself

Wish I wasn't wishin

Should've just my killed myself

Ain't got the balls right now, but I'll do it one day

And I'll blow my matter of grey

Imma slit my wrists, then I ain't wishin' on shit mothafucka