gone for a couple Lyrics

I was only gone for a couple days

Guess that's enough time to feel the waste

Of speaking out only at a hollow cry

Still moving on, still like the way

It feels to feel anything

I've dragged myself through lows and highs

In the midst of love and hatred

I've been sitting, I've been waiting

On another version of myself to pass

Taking hits with no more patience

I've been falling, feeling painless

Through another day thinking this one will last

You were only scared for two whole years

Still defensive against your fear

Of whoever's always leaving you alone

Still getting up, still heading north

Though sometimes I don't know what for

I've dragged myself between two homes

In the midst of love and hatred

I've been sitting, I've been waiting

On another version of myself to pass

Taking hits with no more patience

I've been falling, feeling painless

Through another day thinking this one will last

So I've lost another bet

Due to my tendency to regret

No stranger's repressing it for me now

Am I yet rooted in the ground?

In the midst of love and hatred

I've been sitting, I've been waiting

On another version of myself to pass

Taking hits with no more patience

I've been falling, feeling painless

Through another day thinking this one will last

In the middle of indifference

I've been changing the purpose

Of who's terrified, and why they stay that way

Giving in without influence

I've been falling, feeling weightless

I'll only be gone for a couple days