4orty Lyrics

I'm afraid to call you

To check in and what you've been up to

Lately I haven't felt like myself

The years are gone when we hadn't changed

I miss them all wish we stayed the same

How'd we let things come to this

I'm swelling up

You're breaking down

Apathy gleams in your eyes

I want you to know

That I tried

I know it's stupid

There's no fixing this

Tried to find where it all went wrong

Or if the writing was on the wall

I know I'm selfish, it's my fault

I'm swelling up

You're breaking down

Apathy gleams in your eyes

I want you to know

That I tried

I know it's stupid

There's no fixing this

I know I'm a wreck just can't shake the feeling

Hung up on the fact we've fallen by the wayside

I'm Swelling up

You're breaking down

Apathy gleams in your eyes

Feels like we aged decades in months

Can't find the strength

Ignore the texts

Warning signs

Cries for help

Is this goodbye?