COLORADO. Lyrics

Sunshine smile everybody come around

Ain't no one to call when it all falls down

Storm in my heart you can see my tears now

Can you make it better for me?

Sunshine smile everybody come around

Ain't no one to call when it all falls down

Storm in my heart you can see my tears now

Can you make it better for me?

God bless the heart that I gave you

Although you've broken mines

You found peace when you left and took a piece of mines

You left me in space where I can't get a peace of mind

At least I'm handling the bills with ease

I got something I can say is mines

I'm like my granddad you know that I got too much pride

You know he passed and I ain't been cry

I'm still battling the anger that I felt inside

Now tell me why I'm always fighting with my brothers

Tell me why it always be so hard to say I love them

We acting out of spite that's just the trauma from our mother

We never saw love Inside the house not even supper

It feels like I keep hating myself

I stood back and watched her garnish my health

She was the one who held me when they put my feelings on shelves

They laughed at me while I cried for help

So it's hard to show them love when I know that they're not coming for help

Sunshine smile everybody come around

Ain't no one to call when it all falls down

Storm in my heart you can see my tears now

Can you make it better for me?

(Can you make it better for me?)

Sunshine smile everybody come around

Ain't no one to call when it all falls down

Storm in my heart you can see my tears now

Can you make it better for me?

(Can you make it better for me?)

Harmonizing

Yeah it's like 4am foreal and I'm still up Yeah

I got all these friends around but I wonder do they pray for me?

If I get jammed up will they slay for me?

A couple rounds with AK just ain't enough for me

I need more bodies than ornaments on Christmas tree

Hang them up all night keep it ringing like my cellphone

Only the police get the dial tone

Leaving you is like replacing diamonds with some rhinestones

Know this is something I can not clone

Losing my sanity

I'm haunted by my past man I thought it was passing me

Use to split the lunch food and hope it would carry me

Had the baggy daddy's but the women was loving me

Change the man in the mirror like the guy who made Billie Jean

Telling all my dogs their potential is unleashed

Tryna move smarter tryna get me some new keys

Thinking she got over me her boyfriend is under me

You know I'm King Darius you really should honor me

It's frightening

Do the right thing like we spike lee

You lost everything when you lost me

Now you gotta stand on your own feet

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It's frightening

You finally realizing they ain't like me

You lost everything when you lost me

Now you gotta stand on your own feet

Why I gotta cry for you to treat me better?

Why I gotta lie so you believe me more?

I got a lot of tears on this open letter

You pointing figures got me thinking you was keeping score

Go on and on that we forgot what we're fighting for

When really we should be thinking to love more

Listen more cuddle more pay attention more

Gotta communicate instead of shutting down more

When I found myself I lost you

I find ways to try to get at you

You see my life getting better although it wasn't even bad when I was with you

You on my mind I can't escape you

I use to think you was blocking my blessings taught me some lessons

And I love how you was bringing me pressure

Lord in heaven couldn't stop me from loving you better

I had my chance and ain't nobody gonna ever do better on God

It's frightening

Do the right thing like we spike lee

You lost everything when you lost me

Now you gotta stand on your own feet

24

It's frightening

You finally realizing they ain't like me

You lost everything when you lost me

Now you gotta stand on your own feet

You fueled my Insecurities and made sure they secured me

Trust me girl what you felt was important to me

Took a lot of L's but it was working for me

They thought you wasn't much but you was something to me

You wouldn't get far without the likings of me

To tell the truth I lied to god but he knew that already

I still be yearning for the day you coming home to me

I just need someone to come and put some pressure on me

Tryna build a home for my family to live in

No more U and I's since we ain't doing business

Dealing anxiety the air ain't been this thin

I don't like to talk about that girl cause it's triggering

Say I did wrong but you know you're the one to blame

All this back and forth man the issues just sound the same

Get up in your head I be trying to ease the pain

Finally realized you'll drive your therapist insane

It's frightening

Do the right thing like we spike lee

You lost everything when you lost me

Now you gotta stand on your own feet

24

It's frightening

You finally realizing they ain't like me

You lost everything when you lost me

Now you gotta stand on your own feet

Yeah whole lotta eights over here

I just hope you're doing good foreal