I Lost Me Lyrics

Wish I could kiss you on this new year's eve

But I'll still miss you way past the time to go to sleep

But I'll still wish you a happy 2022

And as I turn off the lights, wish you were with me tonight

I know that I'm not in love with you

But why do I miss you

Been thinking about you all day

Scared you'd forget my name

You got me going so insane

I've gotten used to lovers departing

So I can assume it's only time before you leave

But you've been so good to me

So I guess it's PTSD

Is it insecurity

Am I the one deceiving me

I think I might be in love with you

Maybe I fell way too soon

Been thinking about you all day

Can't wait to see your face

I think I've finally gone insane

Digging for red flags when everything's all right

Wonder where your heart's at

Cause I know that you aren't really mine

But I'll stay and I'll fight

For the time with you tonight

But when you said your goodbyes

I knew that all along I was right

It's a shame I'm in love with you

Cause you gave up on me so soon

Gave you my body, my mind

My heart and all of my time

Ran out of all the things to give you

So I lost me and I lost you