loser Lyrics

I wanna lose these thoughts

Just for now so I can go outside and

Tell you that you're on my mind

That you are on my mind

I wanna lose these doubts

Just for now let me throw them out

I wanna live in the here and now

Live in the here and now

I prepare like you're watching

Without a single word ever said

Cause every time I get away with it

I get away with it (I get away with it)

Reinforcements figure me tripping

And stumbling and thinking -

That I am not the one that is in control

Over- this situation overpreparation

My participation:

Just watching and longing

And phrasing and waiting

I wanna lose these thoughts

Just for now so I can go outside and

Tell you that you're on my mind

That you are on my mind

I wanna lose these doubts

Just for now let me throw them out

I wanna live in the here and now

Live in the here and now

But what is this all about ?

Over this empty shell I call my home

Made of flesh and mostly shaking bones

Electrified blood flowing through my veins

Cortisol therapy above from my brain

Sinking down into the ground safe and sound

Like I was the only coffeinated coffin around

Was my biggest mistake watching only over myself

Living dead already like I'd live for someone else!

I wanna lose these thoughts

Just for now so I can go outside and

Tell you that you're on my mind

That you are on my mind

I wanna lose these doubts

Just for now let me throw them out

I wanna live in the here and now

Live in the here and now

Arrrghh!!!

I wanna lose this thoughts

Just for now so I can go outside and

Tell you that you're on my mind

That you are on my mind

I wanna lose these doubts

Just for now let me throw them out

I wanna know what you're all about

Know what you're all about

But as always I'm just fantasizing