Hope to see u again Lyrics

My days are a blur, a monotone gray

Life spinning in circles drifting away

The routine cage, a monotonous trend

I'm craving some chaos, a spark to transcend

I'm logging for the storm that your anger brings

Even if it's pain, it's the rage that sings

You may make me feel ballistic, I'll admit

But it feels so masochistic, I can't quit

I hope to see you again, though it's twisted and strange

Your fury is a contrast to this life that feels so deranged

The boredoms consuming in the silence is a trap

I'm craving the chaos even if it's a trap

Your words are like fire burning through the haze

I missed the intensity of those chaotic days

Even though it's painful, it's a wild vivid scene

Better than this numbness, this dull, endless routine

I'm wishing for the storm that your anger brings

Even if it's pain, it's the rage that sings

You may piss me off, I'll admit

But it feels so nice, I can't quit

I hope to see you again, though it's twisted and strange

Your fury is a contrast to this life that feels so deranged

The boredoms consuming in the silence is a trap

I'm craving the chaos even if it's a trap

Your words are like fire burning through the haze

I missed the intensity of those chaotic days

Even though it's painful, it's a wild vivid scene

Better than this depressed, dull, endless routine

It's confusing I know this longing for strive

But the monotony crushing it's eating my life

In the chaos, there's a spark a thrill that's so clear

Even if it's madness, it's the madness I hold dear

I hope to see you again, though it's F'd up and strange

Your fury is a contrast to this life that feels so deranged

The boredoms consuming in the silence is a trap

I'm craving the chaos even if it's a trap

A toast to the madness, the rage, and the pain

Hoping for a visit even if it drives me insane

I hope to see you again in this chaotic spin

Longing for the turmoil to shake me from within