Apart Lyrics

I don't remember when my birthday still had candles lit by sparks of us

And my closet with the name brand clothing didn't collect favored dust

Instead of pieces of your hair that I wish still insulated my anxieties

Now I'm the same worried me but even more

Your lust was gone

And I wish it were false

When you find yourself in him

Tell him seven years of you was my fault (It was my fault)

You never knew it at the start

Because growing up grew us apart

I'm having trouble sleeping because

Seven years of you was my fault

There weren't even many fights

I wonder if more could have made it real

Or a little less confusing (No this isn't hate I hope you know that)

I didn't want my words to cause pain

That only blocked my tongue from saying

What could have been (Or what should have been)

A little more transparent (Just a little more)

Your lust was gone

And I wish it were false

When you find yourself in him

Tell him seven years of you was my fault (It was my fault)

You never knew it at the start

Because growing up grew us apart

I'm having trouble sleeping because

Seven years of you was my fault

You never knew it at the start

Because growing up grew us apart

You never knew it at the start

Your lust was gone

And I wish it were false

When you find yourself in him

Tell him seven years of you was my fault (It was my fault)

You never knew it at the start

Because growing up grew us apart

You never knew it at the start

I'm having trouble sleeping because

Seven years of you was my fault

You found nothing

He's not something

You're still running

I'm not bluffing