Not Good Enough Lyrics

If I go now

Would you care enough & claim me as your bro now ?

Would u tell your friends I made these songs & you so proud

I know im not enough right now i get you so down

On sunny day feeling so dark

Rest of my days waiting for sum

Never could change hence I went numb

I don't understand why take me out their plans

Cuz I did everything that ever ever said

I set the game now on blaze

I put it on my mama yea this shit is up for takes

I was wishing on well my sibling know its not phase

This shit was long coming & ama rep it to my grave

I double dare you rappers to ever go on & ever try me

Aint posing on no threats if it's up yeah assign me

Yeah I came from a city where everybodys looking grimy

Where hustling is prime & the stars don't align

I know you watching over me

I pledge my soul to you to see

I know the demons that I kept was never meant to last

But I kept em all around so i neva feel alone

Theres no place such as home

Not like mine if you know I was sadder through the most of the times was with the folk

As I start to gain control then I lost my best friend then I knew this life shit wasn't meant for hoe

Then i started doin drugs

I started acting tuff

What the fuck im posed to do when this life just chew me up

I was neva born rich let alone or being smart

And we both know this world it ain't friendly to people like us

Till my other friend died I was lookin in his eyes

He was wishing that he chose a different life not this one that took his life

Not this one had his parents weep all night

but I found GOD & he found me & just hope to do whats right