Ego Speaks Interlude Lyrics

I don't even know where to start

People keep asking me, where have you been

Can't see you anymore, don't hear from you

I don't fucking hear from you either, bro

People telling me I've changed and I'm not the same

But my mind wonders

If you went through everything I've been through

you'd think you'd still be the fucking same

Yeah, I doubt it, nigga

Talk ain't helping, nigga

My mind's too crowded, nigga

It's fucked up how when protecting your peace

It can make you seem like a selfish nigga

Been llowin' with niggas

Searching for purpose on this treacherous

Climb up the mountain, nigga

Stepped in like I'm not a fucking MC

I never left this scene how I found it, niggas

I didn't want you to know I could rap

Friends gassed me

Dropped freestyles whenever they asked me

Body any beat, I'm a surgeon in this

Never ever did I think it would turn into this

Want a bitch with an ass like the girl that ye's got

Threw on the five and I pushed for the guys

and they still wanna ask where I got my name from

It's been only us from day one

Still kill it

Yeah, man's with it

Never been timid

Yeah, a little bit dusty, but trust me, it's fuckery

I'll recalibrate and be back in a minute

Flexy, the repeat ting did never impress me

Gal wanna say I think I'm too nice

Like, way back then I wasn't acting sexy

The trim too loud, the dick too round

My light too bright

You watching, you risking your sight

Cause I can't turn this down

Took a break from the ting

Cause I'm losing my ways in this ting

And man are too fake in this ting

I ain't done man nothin'

But there's bare funny vibes

I'm calm, but I'll break man's face in this ting

Please, do not play yourself

Tryna test my gangster

I keep it on DnD

I attempted road with stepped on coke

But the bud did bang like TnT

Yeah, still got niggas that will air out your house

And turn that shit into a BnB

Cut through clean

I bet you never saw this coming like CnC

I've been keeping myself to myself these days

Not around these days

I ain't into the mix and blend

I got sandpit niggas that I really can't mix with

Music and music, man, I don't mix with friends

Mix up starts

Man, start forgetting their part

And try mix us up with them

Draining,

Fuck that, man, I still try

Think about my dead guys and I still cry

Hard to structure any passionate rhymes

As I look to the sky and I'm asking you why

No answers

Still proceed as normal

But nothing ain't normal

All this two-faced bitching

You niggas ain't bitches

But man still act like that bullshit's normal

That might be cool where you're from

But we can never be cordial

I found new land and I closed that portal

Charging, still

The hardest, still

New targets, still

New margins

Still G-Step on my way to the bank

The only statement at hand and I'm laughing still

Writing pain,

Overthinking ruins my day

I can't get ahead of these thoughts

Trying to fix my mind

Say I'm cool and pretend I'm fine

That act should come with awards

Didn't write no songs except for the features

Speechless

Feeling helpless and weakness

I deeped it, my life don't align with the preachers

Preaching don't work when your bredrins with demons

I mean it

Bro said he done with the spins

Parted ways with his stick

And then he got hit by his mom's yard

Watching the cycle repeat another R.I.P

But shit man I still like gun bars

So I can't judge nobody my brudda

Cause I might shoot if you touch my brother

Pass that trauma around like a spliff

You're hiding pain when you sound like this

To let go of my ego, that's been my hardest lesson