Bad Habits Lyrics

It can be hard to open up to myself, to be honest with myself, to admit that I'm afraid, oh

Getting lost in the confusion of my past, in the truths of my past, in the lies that I have lived, oh

Saddened by the way I treat myself, the way I speak to myself, the way I learned to, oh

But I'm not blaming you for me, just stop blaming me for you

We make ourselves unhappy by the words that we talk

You're lookin' at the door while I'm looking at the clock

I'm unlearning my bad habits

It's been hard to figure myself out, let this anger out, to admit that I am scared, oh

Getting caught up in my memories as a kid, all my enemies as a kid, fake and jealous as a kid, oh

Saddened by the way I treat myself, the way I speak to myself, the way I learned to, oh

But I'm not blaming you for me, just stop blaming me for you

We make ourselves unhappy by the words that we talk

You're lookin' at the door while I'm looking at the clock

I'm unlearning my bad habits

I'm unlearning my bad habits

No more beating up myself and meeting you halfway

My bad habits

No more turning back that clock, watch me I'mma walk away

My bad habits

No more beating up myself and meeting you halfway

My bad habits

No more turning back that clock, watch me I'mma walk away

See everybody keeps on talking about their bad habits

Tryna stop smoking, choking, working on the day of sabbath

I got complacent and my habits grew as I got older

And all the shit thought I let go of dug into my shoulder

I wanna love somebody like somebody loves me too

I wanna know that if I trust you, I can count on you

But everything from 15 years ago is getting heavy

And I've been sinking, shrinking, now I think my boat is ready

My bad habits, bad habits

No more beating up myself and meeting you halfway

Is it ready

My bad habits, bad habits

No more turning back that clock, watch me I'mma walk away

Is it ready