Don't Know Myself Lyrics

I don't know myself no more

Don't wanna live up in this hell no more

Told the doctor that I really need help

Cos the weed doesn't help no more

I remember when I used to shot packs

But my bro got bagged

Good thing that I don't sell no more

My girl said she's worried for my health

Yeah I told her that I'm well

But I cant even tell no more

Puffing on a long one wondering where it all went wrong

Was it the day I put my feelings in a song?

Or maybe its the first time I tried a bottle bong

Cos every day since I've had ganja in my lungs

Was it cos the year before I joined my high school a kid got jucked?

First day of year 7 little Who? was feeling shook

On my second day I saw a yute get beaten for his lunch

So I had to stay smart and toughen up

I think it changed me

But these 9 to 5s nearly sent me crazy

That's why I smoke loud on a daily

Nothing in my banks but I couldn't let it faze me

Thank god for the way my parents raised me

I sit and reminisce to better times

Then I pinch myself I shouldn't daydream

From young my gran told me that I'm destined for great things

But when she died I think she seen me as a wasteman

I felt like I betrayed her

My rhymes got layers like a pastry

But I don't think this musics gonna save me

Tryna grab packs get hazey

Different state of mind like Jay Z

I heard you saying that you wouldn't sell out for the fame

But I know everybody's got a price like Katie

Couple man'd do it for some Jordans

As a younger though I would've done too

Cos I couldn't afford em

But with this work rate soon I could be touring

Bro I'm never giving up

I seen this cutie one night when I was drunk

Took her number said I'd take her out to lunch

Girl you're thick just like a tree trunk

Same time you're pretty so I'll hit it from the front

Looking like a spice you're a munch

I can't lie though my last ting wasn't

So I had to upgrade something like a pack a punch

I don't know myself no more

Don't wanna live up in this hell no more

Told the doctor that I really need help

Cos the weed doesn't help no more

I remember when I used to shot packs

But my bro got bagged

Good thing that I don't sell no more

My girl said she's worried for my health

Yeah I told her that I'm well

But I cant even tell no more

I don't know myself no more

Don't wanna live up in this hell no more

Told the doctor that I really need help

Cos the weed doesn't help no more

I remember when I used to shot packs

But my bro got bagged

Good thing that I don't sell no more

My girl said she's worried for my health

Yeah I told her that I'm well

But I cant even tell no more