Far Beyond the Music ft. patchymate & abbot Lyrics

I wonder how you do it

It goes far beyond the music

Everyone pulls through for you

Maybe I just wanna be as cool as you

I'm fucked up on the highway in a minivan

My job has me driving to Virginia

I'm thinkin I'm pathetic man

I still struggle to pay my bills

Hate that I still struggle to not hate myself

You should love yourself

I'm proud of you

You got it all, I'm talking about the attitude

And the drive to get it done

Don't you see that you're the one

I look up to you

So listen I was in a

Dark place when this all started yeah

Considering pawning my guitar, gifted from my father, he'd be so sad

Admit to giving up? I just don't know how I'd approach that

My mom's my biggest fan, It'd break her heart if she was told that I was done

I'm using drugs and alcohol to numb

Every existential crisis, I fucking hate what I've become

I've succumbed to all my vices

I was burning out my lungs

All I needed was a spark and that's when Avian begun

So it was you

It was you

All along all along all along

It was you

Thank you

And it's just another drive for the weekend

Two tabs tweaking

Two cats peaking as we're meowing and we're purring at the moon

Sniff a couple liquids a la lune

Need it framed within a picture nailed into a wall inside my room

And it's just another wine drunk weekend

That I spent reachin for the fucking stars

It's a Ryan fucking Leahan thing to do

Every time I missed you I would use

Kinda fucking feeling inside me that wanna drive me to the moon

I misused a lot

Man it feels like there's a pit in my stomach

It felt like every single weekend we'd take one step forward and then take three steps back

And man I'm worried about you, know I'm worried to death

And though you don't wanna talk about it I miss my pack

I miss when it was the four of us they would sing back our choruses

And to say it's still the same is just a lie

But then you learn that truth is only pain in disguise

You cry away the sorry and you start to feel alive

But know that all this came to me after I learned to let go

I know that there's some misconceptions here and there

But although, we labeled this as growth, I feel like I've been choked

No matter what comes out of this, no matter how we grow

I need you to know

That I love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love

That I love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you