SOFT RAIN Lyrics

You don't really give a f*ck how I feel

When you're looking through the screen,

You don't even know it's real

And it's not a big deal

I just don't know how to feel

'Cos some people on the internet,

They said I'll never heal

Well, if you're looking for a problem

You've got one

F*ck a loose screw, think I lost one

To live a good life, where I'm from it costs one

I've seen suicide on my life, yeah, I've lost some

And I know that my intentions are pure

But it doesn't mean a thing without presenting a cure

And I never thought I'd save the Earth

But at the very least I thought that I could change our worth

But it is worthless

I've been searching underneath the surface

And the grand conclusion is, we all deserve this

From the hate and the pain and the way that we're told to maintain

It's no wonder that we're sick in the brain, uh

From the lack of love and it made me a nihilist

The fucked up violence, a sheep to the lions

I tried so hard to be more than required

The truth is, I think that I'm better off silent

And I'd like to believe

They would turn up to my funeral, I might be deceived

But they'd pull so that they can say they're there and then leave

For the statement and not for the love or the grief

I don't wanna be alone in the end

But it seems that I'll die with my life condemned

So the least I can do is pretend

That everything is fine so my life might extend

But, if the people that I love knew the pain

And they fully understood

Then I know they'd want the same

They would tell me that I'm not that insane

And that probably I'm honestly better off gone, what a shame

They say that nobody will care 'til you're dead

I don't care, they never understood a word that I've said

That's a curse that I'm living with you couldn't comprehend

And now I know that I will live with it until I hit the end

I don't know how to make it in this life

I don't need success, I just need to stay alive

And I never thought I'd find it so hard to survive

But I guess that's the cost that I pay for this life

I imagine someday that the point will be lost

So I hope and I pray that the pain is the cost

I can say "I'm okay" when the line is crossed

But I'll die someday and it won't be a loss

You can sing my songs when I'm dead, for the King

But I wouldn't hear word so it doesn't mean a thing

I don't even know my worth or the best that I bring

When I feel like I'm the worst, then I don't mean a thing

So please don't change how you see me

I'd rather be treated the same, if it's easy

The lesson that you'll learn is, you'll never wanna be me

'Cos trust me, it's not that easy, no

But I swear that I'll give much more than I take

I'd rather be a saviour, than saved

But I don't know how much more I can take

'Cos it's hard to survive when your life's at stake